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welcome to my blog...this is my life as peytcase... here you'll get nothin but truth, quotes, videos, craziness, and everythin you get from a highschool life!

Friday, December 24, 2010

mind ponderment...

so do you ever have one of those days where your mind is runnin a hundred miles a minute and you want just one thought at a time? yea thats how i feel now... when your heart is in a war with your mind, and you cant decide which road to take...like the robert frost poem...

"Two roads diverged in a yellow wood,
And sorry I could not travel both
And be one traveler, long I stood
And looked down one as far as I could
To where it bent in the undergrowth.

Then took the other, as just as fair,
And having perhaps the better claim,
Because it was grassy and wanted wear;
Though as for that the passing there
Had worn them really about the same.

And both that morning equally lay
In leaves no step had trodden black.
Oh, I kept the first for another day!
Yet knowing how way leads on to way,
I doubted if I should ever come back.

I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence:
Two roads diverged in a wood, and I--
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference."

its always the choice is always hard but ill take the road least traveled...just because i know something better of it will happen than down the road most traveled..

Tuesday, November 30, 2010

a piece of life...

ok yall, i know youve had to deal with different kind of people...you know the ones, the preppy ones who give you the look like "who the hell do you think you are?",the prejudice ones, the ones who start drama and cant end it, the ones who obsess over their ex, the ones who think when they break up the world will stop for them,the ones who put you down,the liars,cheaters,and loud mouths, the ones who take your heart out of your chest stab it stomp it and put it back in but you cant help but still love em anyway,the ones that break you down into nothing... and all of us out there who have/had to deal with these people are the ones that will look back on them and wont pity them because they chose to be this way,until they swallow their pride... its the way this world goes...just thought id let you know...
lovage to ya!

Saturday, November 27, 2010

take a hint...

ok, so people really piss me off sometimes... if theres nothin i hate more than stereotypes,its posers,wanna-bes,& copiers... ok well posers arent that bad, they just want to be exactly like the person theyre posin as...but their intensions are good...wanna-bes are kinda the same...but when someone starts to copy you,after you tell them somethin...its really freakin annoyin...now im not one for gettin mad at people for copyin a couple things,but its completely wanna-be when you try and copy a personality... im one person...im a rebel,i love fire,i dont label myself but i cross myself as a mix of emo/scene,i make my own rules,and i dont follow schools rules-i find loopholes... im flattered but there only needs to be one peytcase, no partial, no almosts,no plagerized... so as i said im flattered but no one gets the copyrights to be me ;)
lovage to ya!

Friday, November 26, 2010


ok, so i told you bout the kids who go to my school right? so yea theyre so freakin stereotypical!!!! if theres one thing i hate,its a stereotype! yea go ahead,call me goth,emo,scene,the freak chick, say "youve got somethin in your hair"when i have different colored highlights...but one day you'll look back and remember how you were in highschool... and how ill stay the same, and hopefully you'll change...but of course thats along time from now...can i survive? hopefully...
lovage to ya!

a little late...

well ive written a post bout my buds... but then i forgot bout this song i have on my videos... so i would like to tribute it to them... because im just so freakin thankful to have them....so here it is Flyleaf:

"Broken Wings"

Thank you for being such a friend to me
Oh I pray a friend for life
And have I ever told you how much you mean to me
Oh, you mean so much to me
I'm thinking all the time
How to tell you what I feel
I'm contemplating phrases
I'm gazing at eternity
I am floating in serenity

And I am so lost for words
And I am so overwhelmed

Please don't go just yet
Can you stay a moment please
We can dance together
We can dance forever

Under your stars tonight
We'll live and breathe this dream

So close your eyes
but don't dream too deep
And please pass me some memories
And when I fall you're underneath
1000 broken hearts
Carried by 1000 broken wings


this one will have to be one of my random blogs...
i love wakin up when there is a soft peaceful rain outside... but one of the best sleeps you can get(from what my grandpa always taught me)is when youre in a deer stand in the woods...its quiet, its peaceful, you cant tell where the sky full of starts or ends, the soft sound of ducks flyin over head and landin in the pond is amazin.

but then you figure out that there is always somethin different everytime you get in the stand...you see new trees, hear different birds, and you discover somethin you didnt ever think you would find... i love my little piece of land, and everythin in it.
lovage to ya!

a productive day...

hhhmmmm...well it seems as this will be my last post for the night...i hope you got a sort of introduction of what will be posted on here...
i hope any of yall who happen to come across this blog, will follow it... good night yall!
lovage to ya!

Thursday, November 25, 2010

good song, and a good message...

well another song i love, a friend showed this to me yesterday...and it inspired me to write a song for someone i was havin a hard time bein able to say goodbye to, and i couldnt accept that he is gone... but anyway...sometimes i dont know, maybe we can say goodbye or maybe we cant... so here it is Skillet:
"Say Goodbye"
Things are changing
It seems strange and
I need to figure this out
You've got your life
I got mine
But you're all I cared about
Yesterday we were laughing
Today I'm left here asking
Where has all the time gone now
I'm left alone somehow
Growing up and getting older
I don't want to believe it's over

Don't say goodbye
Cause I don't wanna hear those words tonight
Cause maybe it's not the end for you and I
And although we knew
This time would come for me and you
Don't say anything tonight
If you're gonna say goodbye

Do you remember
In December
How we swore we'd never change
Even though you're leaving
That our feelings
Would always stay the same
I wish we could be laughing
Instead I'm standing here asking
Do we have to end this now
Can we make it last somehow
We both know what we've gotta say, not today
Cause I don't wanna leave this way

And if it's over
It hurts but I'm giving you my word
I hope that you're always
Happy like we were
Happy like we were

Yesterday we were laughing (if you're gonna say goodbye)
Today I'm left here asking (if you're gonna say goodbye)
And although we knew this time would come for me and you
Don't say anything tonight
If you're gonna say goodbye

like i said, i love this song! <3
lovage to ya!

some good lyrics...and a point

so i uber love panic! at the disco!!! and these lyrics are so connected to the point i want to make... im the kind of person who wants to live life to the fullest... i used to be a preppy person who cared bout nothin but what was happenin at that moment, so i turned my life in a different direction... so here it is, Panic! at the disco:
 "New Perspective"
I feel the salty waves come in
I feel them crash against my skin
And I smile as I respire because I know they'll never win
There's a haze above my TV
That changes everything I see
And maybe if I continue watching
I'll lose the traits that worry me

Can we fast-forward till you go down on me?
Stop there and let me correct it
I wanna live a life from a new perspective
You come along because I love your face
And I'll admire your expensive taste
And who cares divine intervention
I wanna be praised from a new perspective
But leaving now would be a good idea
So catch me up im getting out of here
(Can we fast-forward till you go down on me?)

Taking everything for granted but we still respect the time
We move along with some new passion knowing everything is fine
And I would wait and watch the hours fall in a hundred separate lines
But I regain repose and wonder how I ended up inside

Can we fast-forward till you go down on me?
Stop there and let me correct it
I wanna live a life from a new perspective
You come along because I love your face
And I'll admire your expensive taste
And who cares divine intervention
I wanna be praised from a new perspective
But leaving now would be a good idea
So catch me up im getting out of here
Catch me up im getting out of here

More to the point, I need to show
How much I can come and go
Other plans fell through
And put a heavy load on you
I know there's no more that need be said
When I'm inching through your bed
Take a look around instead and watch me go

Stop there and let me correct it
I wanna live a life from a new perspective
You come along because I love your face
And I'll admire your expensive taste
And who cares divine intervention
I wanna be praised from a new perspective
But leaving now would be a good idea
So catch me up im getting out of here

It's not fair, just let me perfect it
Don't wanna live a life that was comprehensive
'Cause seeing clear would be the bad idea
Now catch me up im getting out of here
So catch me up I'm getting out of here (Can we fast-forward till you go down on me?)

yea i love these guys!
lovage to ya!

those days...

well, we all have those days...
the days where we want to scream inside a pillow, where we want to drown out everythin with music at ear drum bustin loudness, where we want to beat someone that put you through hell with a bamboo stick, where we just want to stay locked in our room until we can heal our heart, cool down our temper, cry our eyes out, write down whats botherin the hell outta us, and figure out what our next move is...
well all i can say is hang in there and i know there will come the day where you want just one person in the world to care bout you...well just  know there is at least one person that does...
lovage to ya!


well lookin at all my followers(0)...when i get followers... im sure you will ponder why i dont put peoples names in my posts...well there is a reason...i dont want to use names because i dont want to deal with the people who might get offended by my posts, if i offend anyone i apologize in advance...but since i dont use names there shouldnt be worry...maybe you'll figure out who you are but, for now oh well... this will be an interestin journey of bloggin...
lovage to ya!


ok, so everyone knows how this works...
friends are the people God gave you because he decided your family was big enough... like true shit too, i have 6 younger siblings...now there are friends and then there are the ones where you feel like you cant survive another day without... some of my friends are ok, they annoy the livin shit outta me...and then there's those few, that make me laugh when ive had the most cruddy day ever. i just wanted to tribute a post to them...so i guess thats it, not much to it. short sweet and to the point. <3
lovage to ya!


you really wish you could choose em... dont get me wrong, i love my family SSOOOO freakin much...but it gets really annoyin when one of your family members all of sudden starts actin like a dude with pms! i mean really who are they to say what i can and cant post, and what time im on facebook...i dont want to be mean and delete him, but shit!!! this has happened 3times... family...like everyone says, cant live with them, cant live without em.
though sometimes you can, well maybe just a day off...
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life at school...

ok...so aquinas high school,
its a small school, private and expensive,and full of people who i really dont like.
 we had an ok football season... football guys act as if they are kings of the school, though other sports are definately higher up on the social standard scale if you ask me...soccer is pretty kickin' (no pun intended)...baseball? well we got pretty far last year, but our team isnt big or strong enough to hold out against the bigger schools in our region... but what sets me apart from the rest of the students is...im different. i wasnt "born wearin khakis and polos." im not one of the stupid preppy kids that think theyre so freakin cool, that they hold their noses so high in the air that it looks like they smell somethin nasty.im that kid off to the side, that people notice but dont aknowledge. that scene kid, the one actually different one in the school, thats not afraid to express myself... but only another year and a half...i hope i can survive...
lovage to ya!


hey yall!!! its peytcase! so yea, its my first time gettin a real blog...hey looky there ive grown up?! well i think ill tell you some stuff bout me first... well, im a junior in highschool, im 16, im a rockin southern girl who writes lyrics(so wink wink to any music producers who may phaze over my blog-im available!!!) so yea, theres not much to say...but ill bring you an awesome blog! lovage to ya!