so do you ever have one of those days where your mind is runnin a hundred miles a minute and you want just one thought at a time? yea thats how i feel now... when your heart is in a war with your mind, and you cant decide which road to take...like the robert frost poem...
"Two roads diverged in a yellow wood,
And sorry I could not travel both
And be one traveler, long I stood
And looked down one as far as I could
To where it bent in the undergrowth.
Then took the other, as just as fair,
And having perhaps the better claim,
Because it was grassy and wanted wear;
Though as for that the passing there
Had worn them really about the same.
And both that morning equally lay
In leaves no step had trodden black.
Oh, I kept the first for another day!
Yet knowing how way leads on to way,
I doubted if I should ever come back.
I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence:
Two roads diverged in a wood, and I--
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference."
its always the choice is always hard but ill take the road least traveled...just because i know something better of it will happen than down the road most traveled..