an interestin point...

hey yall!!!
so i know its late on a monday night of all nights?! but i thought i would talk bout somethin im prob gonna see tomorrow...well hear, not really see...but people(my fellow friends and students)since freshman year people try to generalize me...and stereotype me...i like to wear a lot of black...thats just the way i am...but when people think its all i ever wear they are mistaken...and so today i come in with an indigo colored top, khaki skirt, black tank top, and black strap sandles... so everyone freaks out like oh my gosh you look girly! i was like STFU!!!! for one...before you saw me wear this i wore a black skirt and black shirt...is that not girly? im pretty damn sure it is!!! just because its not pink girly doesnt mean its anythin but. so yea people i wear different colors other than black, especially since the spring and summer is comin!!! kthanks biznitches...im tired so ill post some more stuff later!!

lovage to ya!

one and only!

hey yall!!
so lately and in the past since my mom is back in the picture of my messed up life...people like to compare me to my mom and dad... i guess some good stuff...i didnt turn out that bad :P haha well, i turned out changin over the course of my life...but for my personality it has stayed the same.

compared to mom- so of couse the first thing you think of when you see us together, we look A LOT alike. thats a given. but everyone also says we have similar personalities...NEWS FLASH!!! NO WE DONT!!! i have different views, im religious, im a whole lot of other things she isnt... but yes in our other ways we are alike.

compared to dad- and yes me and him look alike too...i apparently got his temper, athletic ability(a big part), COMPETITIVENESS, and some other things...

and sometimes they say(the adults who know both my parents)"youre the daughter of eric and amanda!" i think yea WHATS YOUR POINT?!!
but you know combinin all these qualities makes one thing... PEYT CASE!!! im my own person, im not one or the other...im not more of one and less of the other...im ME...the one and only...
just thought i would clear that up...

Rebecca Black - Friday (OFFICIAL VIDEO)

ok yall... so i dont think ive covered singin yet... well this chick i think covers it for me... you know im all for singin and free expression but when you dont have a good voice you just need to keep that shit to yourself! but when you have a good voice you dont flaunt it, you act humbley...

lovage to ya!

a song that hits me...

hey yall!!! so ive heard this song before...but its been a while since ive heard it... its called "boats and birds" by gregory and the hawk... its a slow little song....but so meaningful

but if there is ever a time where i want to break down and cry my eyes out from anythin that goes down, i listen to it, and it livens me up.

whenever, you may not even believe me, i get that tempting jealousy of my a certain sibling, i listen to it to tell myself that i shouldnt have that moment of jealousy.

whenever i feel like my dad doesnt have time for me because im the oldest of my siblings and he needs to take care of them first. that is one reason i joined soccer this year, not just because i missed the sport, but because it gives him a reason to spend time with me...

its a long endured thing with that last subject, but i dont want to get into it now... thats a subject for another day. well its gonna be a small post today...but i just wanted to say how much i love this song... its like it pulls me out a darkness and sends my mind into the stars where i can close my eyes and think everythin is the way it should be. its absolutley fabulous... and when you see the lyrics you'll think wait what?! does that even correspond with what she said... i think it does but, take it as you will...

"boats and birds"

If you be my star
I'll be your sky
you can hide underneath me and come out at night
when I turn jet black and you show off your light
I live to let you shine
I live to let you shine

but you can skyrocket away from me
and never come back if you find another galaxy
far from here with more room to fly
just leave me your stardust to remember you by

if you be my boat
I'll be your sea
a depth of pure blue just to probe curiosity
ebbing and flowing and pushed by a breeze
I live to make you free
I live to make you free

but you can set sail to the west if you want to
and past the horizon till I can't even see you
far from here where the beaches are wide
just leave me your wake to remember you by

if you be my star
I'll be your sky
you can hide underneath me and come out at night
when I turn jet black and you show off your light
I live to let you shine
I live to let you shine

but you can skyrocket away from me
and never come back if you find another galaxy
far from here with more room to fly
just leave me your stardust to remember you by
stardust to remember you by

so..lovage to yall!!!

livin life :)

hey yall!!!!
so have you ever had a sufficiently awkward day when you know you see someone comment about you because they look up at you as they talk?
from my observation throughout the day, i saw this about 20 times!! i swear if people have nothin goin on their lives during the day, and in&out the hallways then they need to find somethin to fill up the empty space in your life. well the best part of livin the famous peytcase lifestyle, is that if you live it, then youre bold enough to go up to the people who are talkin crap bout people and confront them...

im not conceited but there is one rule i live by that i love!! the one where i really dont care what people think and they put it in my suggestion box if they want to say anything. i mean really, people actually think i care what they say! and i laugh in their faces!!!! because seriously? why should anyone care what someone else cares about?! they shouldnt!! life is way to short to care what other people think :) sssooo...
my wonderful followers.... take this into consideration..

lovage to ya!

(long endured sigh)...

i love teen shows... but i hate when they have to add in some time or another where one of the girls on the show has to accidentally get pregnant... and it actually bothers me, because for 2 reasons... 1. is because everytime they show it, its the same thing...pretty much the guy leaves when the girl wont abort the baby. 2.because it makes me think, would my mom have tried to abort me? and its a question i've always asked myself...and i wish i had someone to relate on this... because all my friends have either married or divorced parents,but that was a different cause, like i cant talk to them bout it...the reason mine arent together is because they dropped me with my dad's parents and my mom was now gone from the picture...i've gotta tell you though livin with my grandparents could've been the best thing in my life that happened to me, but it wouldve been nice to have both of them in my life at once... now DO NOT get me wrong, i LOVE my stepmom...she's the most amazin person in my life right now, and always will be...and i know she knows it, she did all she could to fill that empty space in my life since i was a kid, and i'm grateful for that everyday of my life.

but you highschool born kids are not alone... it hurts... A LOT... it makes you feel like youre different, like it's your fault that your parents broke up, or something of the sort. but its not our fault our parents weren't careful and didn't use protection. but if they didnt then we amazin people wouldnt be here... just never think that's it our fault...

lovage to ya,
my people!

valentines flowers....

uuggghhhh..... valentine's day kills me...not just because its an annoyin holiday, but because the dude i like is one of my good friends, and he doesnt even realize it...i dont know how more obvious it could be??!!! ooohhh.... swear dudes are genetically programmed not to understand girl hints, except the gay ones haha like a bestie of mine, and he's amazin :) but this guy i'm talkin bout is clueless to how i feel... :/
lovage to ya!