a song that hits me...

hey yall!!! so ive heard this song before...but its been a while since ive heard it... its called "boats and birds" by gregory and the hawk... its a slow little song....but so meaningful

but if there is ever a time where i want to break down and cry my eyes out from anythin that goes down, i listen to it, and it livens me up.

whenever, you may not even believe me, i get that tempting jealousy of my a certain sibling, i listen to it to tell myself that i shouldnt have that moment of jealousy.

whenever i feel like my dad doesnt have time for me because im the oldest of my siblings and he needs to take care of them first. that is one reason i joined soccer this year, not just because i missed the sport, but because it gives him a reason to spend time with me...

its a long endured thing with that last subject, but i dont want to get into it now... thats a subject for another day. well its gonna be a small post today...but i just wanted to say how much i love this song... its like it pulls me out a darkness and sends my mind into the stars where i can close my eyes and think everythin is the way it should be. its absolutley fabulous... and when you see the lyrics you'll think wait what?! does that even correspond with what she said... i think it does but, take it as you will...

"boats and birds"

If you be my star
I'll be your sky
you can hide underneath me and come out at night
when I turn jet black and you show off your light
I live to let you shine
I live to let you shine

but you can skyrocket away from me
and never come back if you find another galaxy
far from here with more room to fly
just leave me your stardust to remember you by

if you be my boat
I'll be your sea
a depth of pure blue just to probe curiosity
ebbing and flowing and pushed by a breeze
I live to make you free
I live to make you free

but you can set sail to the west if you want to
and past the horizon till I can't even see you
far from here where the beaches are wide
just leave me your wake to remember you by

if you be my star
I'll be your sky
you can hide underneath me and come out at night
when I turn jet black and you show off your light
I live to let you shine
I live to let you shine

but you can skyrocket away from me
and never come back if you find another galaxy
far from here with more room to fly
just leave me your stardust to remember you by
stardust to remember you by

so..lovage to yall!!!